Shut Up

November 9, 2011

Wednesday, am I right?

OK, can I just take one second to talk about the show Parenthood? If you don’t watch it, you don’t have to pay attention. Or better yet, go watch it. No, wait. First go watch Friday Night Lights. Then watch Parenthood. OK, clearly you have a lot to do, so get to it while we chat about last night’s episode.

They played a Head and the Heart song last night, so automatic win. And then I cried when Adam was so sweet to Kristina and told her how beautiful she is (they also played a Civil Wars song during that scene). Then I cried when Seth left all those birthday cards for Amber. Oh my. And I kind of wanted him to stick around. I know he’s been a loser, but Sarah still loves him and they should be a family. OK, one last thing. I know Jasmine is awful sometimes, but Crosby has been awful too, and I just want them to get back together. They clearly have feelings for each other, and they should be a family. (I like family.) Oops, I lied — this is my last thing: I love Zeke.

OK, back to real life.

I am all up ons my whole food eating, you guys! I just made this quinoa pudding, and it’s really good.

 I also made some crockpot magic and cooked these homemade refried beans overnight. It’s just how I roll, you guys. (My rolling usually lasts about two weeks.)

We’re translating parts of Amos in my Hebrew class. The prophets are so fascinating (I’m not kidding), and I’ll have to do an entire post on them soon. Amos starts out with all these judgments against different nations that surround Israel. God is going to punish them because they’ve broken treaties and shown cruelty, and widened their borders with violence. Pretty much stuff our country and lots of other nations continue to do all the time.

Amos then goes on to include God’s people in these judgments. By this time, the kingdom had split in two — Israel was in the north, and Judah was in the south.  In chapter two, Amos begins to call out Judah. He starts listing their sins, just like he had done for all the other countries. But their list looked a bit different. Judah didn’t exile nations or pursue their brothers with the sword or slaughter kings.

Judah’s punishment comes because they rejected God’s laws, didn’t keep his statutes, and chose to believe lies instead of truth.

Their crimes were not against people; they were against God himself.

Judah was judged for rejecting God’s law. And part of what the people continued to be criticized for in the prophets is ignoring the poor and needy among them. God provided for the poor in his law, but Israel often avoided those commands, thinking they weren’t all that important.

I realized recently that I’m just as guilty as Judah. I ignore God’s commands, I do my own thing, and I decide which parts of his word should be most important. I realized this because I’ve been feeling a bit sorry for myself lately. School is hard, my work future is uncertain, and I feel discontent in lots of areas. Woes and self-pity abound.

Then I saw this picture.

Shut up, Denise. That’s what this picture said to me. Shut. Up.

God doesn’t want me focused on myself. That stupid jerk Satan does. The Lord wants me to remember his law, to keep his statutes. To love him with everything that I am, and to love my neighbor as myself. He wants me to be more concerned with finding shoes for this man than whining about nothing. He wants me to share the gospel (and resources) for the glory of his name.

OK, that’s all. May the grace and peace of Jesus be with you today (and forever!).

Day 10. We pretended to be professors. I was teaching Hebrew.

I got a little happy with the contrast scale on that last pic.

Skirt: Gap. Shirt: Target. Shoes: Report from DSW. Pin: I don’t remember. Tights: Forever 21. Hair: Continued laziness.

I attended a scholarship luncheon yesterday, so I had to be Dressed Up. It was super chilly so I had to wear tights. As I was trying to decide what to wear, I realized that I have only one pair of black shoes in this challenge, and they’re open toed and open heeled wedges. I am nervous about the idea of wearing open shoes with tights. Maybe I should be over that by now, but I’m not. So I had to change things up in order to try to make a brown shoe work. Not sure if I succeeded, but I tried. I am realizing that I probably did include too many shoes in this challenge. I don’t feel like I have a clothing shortage; I just feel like there are a couple of pairs of shoes that I’m not going to end up wearing often. Poor, lonely shoes.

I have not been feeling berry good the past couple of days. I have a slight sore throat and am kind of achy and cold. I’m not feeling awful enough to justify not working (especially since if I make that decision, I will literally fail some things), but I feel awful enough to justify complaining to anyone and everyone who will listen. Anyone and Everyone have stopped listening, so I’ve turned to you, bloggy friends!

Lately my iTunes playlist rotates among Mumford and Sons, The Civil Wars, and The Avett Brothers. Do you guys like those groups too? I love them. Favorite Mumford and Sons line: “It seems that all my bridges have been burned, but you say that’s exactly how this grace thing works.” Favorite Civil Wars line: “I don’t love you, but I always will.” Favorite Avett Brothers line: “Always remember there was nothing worth sharing, like the love that let us share our name.”

Umm, I have just realized that no one — no one at all — asked me to share my favorite lyrics from any of these bands. So, extra treat for you? Anyway, it is a pretty mellow playlist that I’ve been listening to — you wouldn’t want to use it while going running, for example. Lucky for me, I don’t run. I sit. And type things on a computer. And eat. Mellow works just fine.

Not that I have ever watched any of those shows, but how do the Real Housewives of Any Random City stay so skinny? They drink constantly! Maybe white wine is their only sustenance. That and tons of money.

Ok, I need to go find someone else to complain to about my barely sore throat.

God is good to us, yes? I think He is. Have a lovely day, friendsies!